this is coming late... HAPPY !19TH BDAY TWINS!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MEGAN AND MANDY!!!!

This is so late but i though better late than never!!

long over due... CAMERA DUMP!!!

so for the young adults we had a "drive in movie" but with it being cold we made cars out of cardboard ours was awesome.!!!

logan being awesome!!

the front of the box truck

the back of our box truck

Park City has this amazing sleeding hill the toe you up and you sled down it was expensive but so worth it.

breanne getting warm in the warming shack.

Breanne and nick. Nick works with me at convergys and i hooked them up and they have been together ever since. this is us sledding in park city on there big hill it was a bit cold that day

My tissue paper spider

Me painting Breanne's room

Me and Whitney Conoeing SO much fun by the way

We had family pictures done this fall. Which we have not had done in years because of vaorious twin issues.

Me


cute spunky megan

kayley who looks grown up

mandy (raccoon kayley says)

All of us together for the first time in a while

faults

there are twso faults that i have that i hate about myself. one i cant say no. it hurts me to say no it kills me. and two the point of this post in reality is i whine. but let me tell you why. most of you know key points in my life where not only i have struggled but my family has struggled me being the oldest i never felt it right for me to whine about what i was going through and because of that i did some stupid stuff to myself like cutting and annorexia. i never once said a word about how bad i was struggling i never once said a word about how attached i was to someone who abused me badly. i had to know where the person was at all times and because of that i do the same thing with any person who i end up loving no matter what kind of love. i hate this i am trying to prevent myself from freaking out but sometimes i cant do much about it. its my drug in a way after i fredak out im happy but i feel like im in a state of daze but let me get back on topic whining. i started whining after the twins moved out i knew i was safe and i didnt have to be strong anymore. and sometimes its about stupid idotic stuff but when did i ever have a chance. so i have decided due to recent events that i need to be strong for my family mainly