when one door closes another opens

well as i said before i have lost some friends one of tham is matt. he has been madly in love with me years but i have never felt the same way for him. well today i made a new friend at work named nicholas. who just happens to be matts older brothers best friend. kinda funny eh. well nicholas is gay and i think may turn out to be a good friend. i have had a hard time without having matt in my life anymore but i think the lord put nicholas in my life at the prefect time. im so grateful for this door that has been oppened now i can know how matt is he he arent i smart.

it has been forever

so it has been forever i apologize. i have been working two jobs at seagull and convergys and i love what i do at both places i have made many friends and it has been good for me to not be stuck in the house so much. altghough i am so busy with life and such. i am srill seeing dallas and to answer your question right off no there isnt a ring someday there will be but for the time being there is not which i am okay with. though my mom is not so much. i have been going through my first crisis as people would call it i have lost some very dear close friends of mine. and although in the long run it will be good for me i struggle to know why things happen. this christmas was a bit wierd for me because it did not feel like christmas it felt like a normal day for the most part. good news there was not as much drama as there was last year but im sad to say yes there was steal drama. my mother turned the big fifty this year and we went to the roof for dinner which was awesomely good but expensive. i made her an awesome book with out favorite memories and pictures. i bought myself and internet phone which i love and yes thats the way im communictaing with you now. well i love you all amd hope you all are doing well

been a while

so i started my new job about a week and a half ago. and i have to say i love the people i work with. ill admit some of their personalties rub me wrong but i love it!!! ive been really exhausted however from working so much and not being used to it.
i love that it smowed yesterday!!! mom was in new york so she missed it. too bad for her.
dallas and i are doing good but no ring yet maybe for christmas????

ode to the oak tree

you my friend have been a long time friend...
giving us shade...
giving us acorns to make little crafts out of...
letting the grape vine grow on you...
you my friend have given us leaves to play in...
a place for the cats to play on...
a place for us to watch the birds place...
but when the wind blew you over we knew this was it...
our long time friend will have to regrow yourself..
we'll see you again dont worry...
we love you our friend...

WOW

si=o with all my struggles the past little while and with all my prayers things are finally looking up!! i got a job today with convergys which means i can go back to school get a car have insurance im so thrilled... dallas and i are doing well.
i'e been having some issuse with my freind breanne she is not normon and i have been trying so hard but i feel the harder i try the farther she strays off the path... thats where im at not.. but hey i can deal with that

deep thought

so a Friend got married today in the temple and i went to help with his nieces and i was watching all the people come in and all the brides and i almost cried because i know that's what i want more than anything in the world. i wish Dallas would get off his high horse and propose already but then again i want to be 21 when i get married. but i know that the LDS church is more true than anything.

bad timing

so this week has been a blast last week i went up to the mountians for dinner down the provo river on a canoe then lagoon and raging waters twice. but admist all this fun i have been thinking about one incident that happened while on one of my fun trips. some one has been sexually harassing me and it got really bad. everything is being taken care of but it still sits in the back of my mind what if i didsomething differently? what if i just never became friends with the person many mnay years ago? but i guess i'll never know it's been my challenge foe this week and i think i have finally come to stop feeling sorry for myself. and have realized that the lord puts trials in our way so we can become better people and live with him someday.

ABOUT TIME

sp this is a tad late but hey i finally got pictures!!! so i only added the important one cuz i have so many!!! so have fun and comment as you wish

this is the beach that we went to. it's on the gulf of mexico it was so warm and kayley lost her sunglasses here
this is on the jurassic park ride

kayley and mandy waiting inline at the et ride notice this is before the beach cuz kayley has her sunglasses

so if you look really closly at the sign there is a bird this is inside the JFK airport

the island of adventure tower

so kayley and mandy were waiting inline at a ride and kayley loves the simpsons so i took a picture f them for her.

betty boop

so this seat when you sit down where mandy is it squirts water at yoeu and she didnt want to ge wet it was awesome!!!

this is at our second hotel this pavillion thing changed colors there were 5 hot tubs and 3 swim pools and a slide it was pretty cool.

captin america

this is our first hotel there were animals like this one on every balcomy

this is the first holtel at both hotels there were little wading pools like this one for the little kids

this is the slide drop at the first hotel

the pool at the first hotel

had to take a picture of this because of the movie

this is the beelejuice show at universal

that old lady is my grandma she was one of the actors for this ride\show thing

mom got ate my a shark.

freaking crap

well my phone has decided to go retarded and i had to buy a new one so now im using kayleys peice of crap phone that doesnt like me either.i got bit by an earwig yesterday which really hurt. and dallas come home tomorrow YAY
megan is really struggling again and may be going into rehab again but i hope not i dont think we can handle anymore of that place.

CRAZY!!!!!!!!!!!!!

so last night there was a fireside for young single adults with alez boye it was so awesome!! i wich the twins could have came and heard it. this week im not doing much and it's kinda a bore!! but i guess i'll get over it lol

WHATS NEW?????

I have been working alot this week which is very nice. i have been teaching this family in my ward swim lessons and it ends today. i love being able to get out of the house for a bit and do something i love to do. dallas is going out of town for a week tomorrow and it's very tragic to me that he is leaving. but while he is gone i have a water fight planned one night with my friends and hopefully i can find more to do around here. to keep my mind off of t. i dont think i'll be going to school this semester seeing as i cant even pay off my spring semester it's sad bu i need to work so i can pay it off and get a car. mom still has broncitis though she is not contagious anymore so thats hopeful. thats really it.

Bummed out...

I didn't get the job it's been really sad. i cleaned the hall closet on my own because i was so bummed. i also cleaned my room. and got a papa chair for my room. Kayley moved to Mandy's old room that's interesting...
Megan bent my dads car frame and put a hole in his radiator. he wasn't too happy. the twins went to girls camp this week with their ward and Megan started seeing things again s she had to go home sad.

well?????

I had my interview today i think it went well. i hope it went well. i will find out after the holiday if i get a second interview and i hope i do.. i havent been feeling well lately and it really sucks i just sleep. but i am feeling much better today...

YAY!!!!!!!!!

Dallas came home tonight. he has been in idaho without reception for the last week. it's beem really hard. and he leaves again in 2 weeks. for 8 days. that will be really hard too but he thinks he'll have reception. well my interveiw is on monday and i'm really nervous but excited.

HECK FREAKIN BOO YAH!!!!!!!!!

I have a job interview on Monday for the pool job!!!! I'm so excited and nervous pray for me!!!

life

So I've been looking for a second job. i really need money. but i found a perfect job in south Jordan running a pool. I've been praying so hard to at least interview for it. it would be great money great hours and I'd be able to get a car and pay it off by December. also it is what i have been doing for the last 5 years of my life. i have said that i want to get out of the pool stuff but this i wouldn't mind because i wouldn't be life guarding I'd be in charge of the pool. so please remember me in your prayers.
Dallas and i are doing great. we hang out everyday almost. and he's going out of town. so sad.

WIPEOUT!!!!

so on abc there is this show wipeout if you have seen it it is so freaking flippin funny. so basically you do this giant obstacle course and there are 4 levels in the end if your the last one standing you win 50000 dollars so i am applying for it on a dare by my wonderful little sister kayley

ADVENTURES!!!!!

okay so my computer doesn't want to read my camera so this all stories.
CLIMBING IN THE ATTIC!!!!!!!!!
so our swamp cooler was leaking into our attic. and the attic was leaking into the house. so i climbed up there to dry it all off. unfortunately my attic has loose insulation and it was gross and nasty and hard to dry up. to say the least i had to be vacuumed off!!!!
FLORIDA!!!!!!!
we went on vaca in Florida we had so good times and some bad times. some of the good times and more funny times were we were in the ocean the gulf of Mexico to be exact and it's really warm and you can walk pretty far out before it gets to where you can touch so Kayley and i were swimming and this huge wave came and swept her sunglasses off her head. to say the least she left the ocean a souvenir.
when we fly we usually fly standby. jetblue has this thing where if you use there American express it earns you free flights. so Mandy and i flew home confirmed we had it easy. well mom Kayley and grandma were flying standby. we were in Florida and the seats were all sold out to new york where you have to fly to first and mom grandma and Kayley were numbers 7 8 9on the standby list. which means 6 people would get on first on a sold out flight. so there was no way they would make it to new york in time to catch the salt lake flight. so their options were to take a later flight to new york and spend the night their or stay in Florida and try the next day. but then they found a way. they flew to Newark NJ and they would take a cab to JFK and catch the flight. so they did just that it usually takes an hour in between each airport but it was Sunday so it took an hour and 45 min. Mandy and i were boarding the plane as mom and them ran up. they barley made it but the lord was watching out for us that's for sure.
DALLAS NEWS
we have been praying about when to get married and if it is good for us.

graduation.... i'm a little behind

so these are not in order but Megan and Mandy graduated. so here are the pictures from that. and some stories

megan and mandy and their cake. mandy kept triping on her shoes and they almost lost thier cake because of her. it was also a very windy day
the cake. thanks sams club

4 sisters

the girls and mom

the girls in their gowns

their whole class. my dad started crying as soon as the music started. my mom at least made it too when they were walking

their pricipal

i just love this picture!!! it shows that they really love each other.

so on the program for thier graduation they forgot megans name. i dont know who was more funnyto watch my mom or my dad they were both frantic. but she was graduating it ended up they fort 4 kids names all together.

trip pictures and stories to come

fun times

so friday was my mom's work carnival it was s much fun. dallas was there but he didnt want to hold hands or anything in font of his crew members which at first i was really upset about but i got over it. he came to church with me sunday and we hadd fun
our van handle keeps breaking and we found out they have to replace the whole inside of it and it will cost like 218 right before our trip SUCK

a bunch of stuff

so to answer your question i don't think he knows i have a blog that is Dallas. but o well.
so memorial weekend we always stay home because with Kayley and i working at the pools you have to stay home and work so on Saturday we went swimming though after i got very sick i think it was heat exhaustion but my grandma will say anxiety LOL!!!!! also on Saturday morning old navy was having their sale on flip flops for a dollar so we went ans stood in line for 2 hours to get flip flops.
Monday i took Kayley to a surprise. you see we never visit the graves but i thought this year it would be fun so i kidnapped her and didn't tell her where we were going. we went and got little plush flowers and it was fun. we went and visited my great grandparents and uncle sadly no one had came so we made it pretty and then we went to visit my cousins. o and the reason why i didn't tell her is because i knew she wouldn't go!!!!
that night i went with Dallas and saw night at the museum 2 it is so funny. tomorrow night were going to see the premier of the move UP. we're doing very well were as happy as can be and I'm loving it.

good!!!! and bad!!!!

so good news is always good to hear first!!! Dallas finally KISSED me thought it was just a peck i'm okay with that!!! but it's about freaking time.
a friend of mine dies on tuesday from a motorcycle accident. he was barley 19 and not wearing a helmet. he graduated a year ago and it's so tragic. his family doesnt have the gospel in their lives so i see each day how blessed i am to know that someday i will see him someday. breanne said something today about him. she said i think he is going to hell. and i said why would you say that. and she said he did drugs and he swore and had sex. and i said but you dont get it do you he didnt have the gospel in his life so he can repent and he'll be good. she looked at me stunned and said in fairytale world. i'm so glad i have the understandng of the gospel that she doesnt. it was a fantastic teaching moment thou!!!

random wednesday

so my cousin is graduating and he last friday got kicked off the bull and shattered his foot they didnt know if he was going to graduate but good news he is!!!!

so today was my final dentist stuff for a while and im not feeling well at all today!!! UGH!!!

we as in my mother and i are now selling AVON!!!! if you want a book let me or my mother know and we'll get you one..

so ya'll have been waiting and here it is.....

this is dallas... he'll be 29 on june the 12th. too bad i'll be in flordia?? he is awesome. he came to get me from the dentist and calls me every so often to make sure im sleeping and resting my mouth. he is perfect!!!! if you have any questions i'll try to answer them love you all

punched in the face....

so sunday night i was laying in my bed megan came home really upset and punched me in the eye!!!! JUST KIDDING but i was laying in bed and ,my eye kept getting bigger and bigger and bigger. so now it is big i t really looks like i got punched without the coloring. i don know what is wrong o well
dallas came ever today and i made breakfast and we talked he was worried about the age thing for a while too but he's not anymore

just a quick one dallas update

so yeaterday dallas came over to help me with the dumps and then we went and ran errands we hugged but he is getting a sore throat so no kiss yet BUT today i went to his house and we watched a movie and cuddled and at was just perfec. but i like this taking it slow with other guys they were trying to attack me with kisses EWWWW im very grateful that he is an adult and that we can sit and talk and just have fun though i have been so tired that i cant really be fun o well i know he still likes me!!!

pondering and tribute to mom and dallas

my mom!!!!!!!!! i had to give a talk on Sunday about charity and moms and i was nice and didn't embarrass her like i could have!!! but my mom is one of the most wonderful people that there ever was or is. ha ha she s caring loving and kind. all of her children yes even Megan came over to celebrate by playing the WII ha ha

so Megan has been moved out for a while now and it's been nice with just Kayley and i but i can tell my mom is having a hard time with both of them gone. were going to Florida in about 3 weeks and Megan is not going my mom says why should some one go if they cant even answer a text???

okay so here is what ya'll have been waiting for!!! DALLAS updates... so Saturday night the night before mothers day we went to the store and it was so perfect we held hands and he wrapped my hands around me and YAY!!!!!!!! then last night he came to get me for a moment and we went and got a drink and drove around for a bit holding hands all the while. when he dropped me off we hugged A LOT and for long periods of time. and then he left after he left we were texting and he said he likes me A LOT and we both wanted to kiss each other but decided it was too soon for the other person all the while i wanted to kiss him he wanted to kiss me maybe next time!!! o and he is coming over tomorrow to help me take stuff out to the dumpsters!!!! YAY!!!!!!!! it is just perfect

UPDATES................

I AM OFFICIALLY DONE WITH SCHOOL YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
so news Dallas and i are officially a couple!! SMILES!!!!!!
we got a wii an we love it!!! its so much fun but my body aches from it LOL
i cut my finger while opening the wii so today i really have an excuse if this post is misspelled.
mothers day is two days away i know exactly what i want to get my mom the problem is no one perason is willing to pitch in. i did christmas and momsbirthday by myself ans i cant do all the holidays alone so we'll see how it goes.
well this is short but i'll keep you updated on the dallas thing
love you all

life happens............

So when i was 16 my hip area stared to hurt really bad after going to a chiropractor and a physical therapist it was deemed that my hip was 18mm out of place. we got it all fixed and i was good UNTIL the last 6 months. it really has been bugging me. well i want this problem fixed for good so i went a orthopedic doctor today and it turns out the doctors when i was 16 were wrong!!!! so we'll start in the beginning. when i was 3 or 4 i started dance and they make you touch your toes guess what? i could NEVER do that. and the they would make you sit down with your feet straight out and touch your toes. GUESS WHAT? i could NEVER do that either but hey that's normal Right? so the doctor today was asking me those questions. well in the end he figured out i have a genetic disorder (THANKS MOM) where my hamstrings are WAY too tight and they pull on my back muscles which are tight too another genetic disorder (again thanks mom) which pulls on my hip muscles resulting in a lot of pain. so what can they do a lot of exercises. and he wants me to do the splits by the end of the month HA. so we'll see.
i sent to go visit with my grandparents after my appointment and unfortunately my grandpa is not doing well at all he repeats himself and i feel so bad for the man but that's life right?
so i figured out weather you are rich and happy poor and happy sad and rich sad and poor life happens you just have to deal...

what a week

so i have gone out with dallas several times this week the latest? we went to breakfast yeaterday he finally held my hand!!! we bought a WII but we bought it online so we have to wait for it to come :( our lawn mower is offically dead!!!! so if anyone knows anyone getting rid of one please keep us in mind!!!! thats all for now have fun

for camille so she doesnt freak out again ha ha just kidding!!!

okay so you want details. well i still have to goodwins car so i drove to his house and because of mapquest i didnt get lost he was pretty impressed by that!!! so we went to this restaurant called TAIPHOON its in the gateways and it's served family style so i just let him pick he had been their before and knew what was good. so we ate and then went to go home because he had to work. but the nice thing about him is their is never nothing to talk about we just talk and talk. well it was so darn cute he said " i wish i could stay with you all day and not go to work" AHHHH talk about melting your heart!!!! so we went back to his house and he put me in his car and said see you later cutie!! YAY!!!!!!!!!! well so i went to leatherbys that night with some girl friends and i asked him if he wanted anything and i would take it to work for him well he said nah he wasnt feeling well. well on my way home he was like you thirsty? so i said sure and we went to a gas station to get a drink. well we sat in my car and talked for like half an hour. well so there is this jetblue carnival that my mom is in charge of on saturday and dallas really wanted to help but he is scheduled to work. well my mom said that if he talked to his supervisor he should get it off. so he was telling me yeaterday at lunch how he really only wanted to go because i was going. but so why he was at work they recruited him to go. SO he is going to be there really with me but shhhhh YAY!!!!

I DIDNT DIE

so as many of you know i teach swim!! so i really have needed more business and so i posted an ad on KSL!!! well i got one hit so far and it was this 26 year old man. i said i would do it but i was a little freaked out!!! the image in my mind was this big huge guy with long hair that was really hairy and tattoos everywhere. so today was the day of my lesson so i dragged Kayley with me to save me. well it ends up it was this cute little Asian man who is getting married in Hawaii and needs to learn how to swim!! and I'm ALIVE!!!well it turns out the poor guy really cant swim and it wasn't a joke!!!

2 in one day

So i had my date this morning and it went awesome!!!! we went to lunch and AHHH it was so cool

lets play catch up!!!!

okay so if you dont know i have been seeing this guy dallas he works with my mom at jetblue and is incredibly awesome!!! we have our third date in about half an hour!!! yes thats right i said our third date!!!! he is the most polite nice sweet guy i have ever dated!!! YAY me!!!! on our first date we went to leatherbys and on our second date we went mini golfing where ha ha i beat him!! and to lunch!!!
megans attitude has burned another bridge for the time being she is living with my dad and i wish her all the luck
on friday we had a girls night at my boss's house pictures to come hopefully. we had fondu and dinner and it was so mcuh fun to be with the girls!!!!
doug and jessica had their baby girl rachel and i got the oppertunity to stay at their house and watch the dog and drive their car and have fun i loved it. on sunday yesterday i had institute graduation thespeakers were wonderful and i hope and pray it sunk in to my sisters. my dad ended up coming but caused MAJOR drama before. i do love the man sometimes but i wish there was a machine you could pop him into to fix his faults. o well i guess it's my life long challenge in life that i'll have to deal with. lets just hope if and when i get married he doesnt pull the crap he did last night.
THANKYOU FOR ALL THAT CAME LAST NIGHT YA'LL ARE AWESOME AND I NEEDED THAT SUPPORT!!! I LOVE YOU ALL!!!
well i'll try to post the pictures later and tell you about my date.

shh dont tell kayley im telling you this story she'll kill me!!!!

so we were coming home from a friends house last night and kayley turns to my mom and says i have a story to tell you but i didnt want to say at dinner eveyone would make fun of me. so my mom said okay kayley whats your story? so this is kayleys words it's much funnier her way.

so i was outside with friends today and i looked down and there was a bug carrying another bug. i thought it was so funny so i told my friends. and they said kayley that bug is not carrying the other bug. i said yes huh. LOOK they are on top of each other. my friend said kayley they are making little bugs. mom i freaked out i covered my eyes and everything. i was screaming a freaking out. i cant believe that these bugs were doing it in front of me. AHHHHH my eyes are burned forever.

so thats pretty close to how she told it. o my it was so funny it wasnt even happeneing at that moment and she was freaking out like it had just happened. she was so funny about it. my mom and i were cracking up. but you didnt hear it from me.
shhhhhhhh

crazy week and stuff for people (like camille)

okay so this blog is going to be everywhere!!!

so first gradutaion is on the 25th my computer wont let me pull up the map BUT here is the link http://www.slcc.edu/locations/redwood.asp

then click on map. the easiest way is to go down 54 to 22oow and go to slcc it will be all the buildings off to your right it's abut 47oos so there will be a light turn right and there is like a road you can turn right or left on turn right and take your first left into the parking lott. it will be that building right in front of you. if you have any questions you have my cell yes all of you do. or just ask me for it.

my cake for family home evening
mandy and kayley went to prom

yes they wore shorts under their dresses

kayley killin mandy

cute sisters

so mikes house. he was not very happy so we sheered him up but shhhhhh

the manakin!!! he he it was the best!!!

amy, me and whit getting ready to have fun

my door!! breanne decided to trash my room for my birthday

my bed!!!

my room!! it was a mess BUT we used this stuff for mikes house!!



sorry that the pictures are sideways my computer wouldnt let me turn them it decided to freeze!!!

Frustration is hard to overcome.....

1) Megan: she is in one od her moods this week and has decided that because she is 18 she does not have to come t our house that she can go to my dad's house. but not tell anyone till 5 minutes before it's time to come home.
2) Did not get pool job: well i applied to be manager a taylorville pool and the person that got it is a junior and high school and wanted it more. HMMM i called the lady in like feb. and sent my app sortly after. not wanting it more what is this crap? BUT dont worry i am still teaching private lessons if interested.
3) job hunting: yes i am still working at seagull and i love the place but i need more hours and money so i have been on craigs list for hours. and have sent several emails. lets hope something happen i also applied for american express.
4) STUPID COLD WEATHER: i am a spring baby but i was born is arizona and i want my sun back please....
5) Family: so there is a story with this one. sunday night easter sunday at the dinner table there was a big discussion on how i never have second dates and blah blah blah come on people i just turned 20. though it would be nice to get a second date so people will leave me alone.

SO on a happy note i did have a date with dallas who is the kid that works with my mom. he is way way polite and opened my doors and everything. it was fun. well hopefully this week will get better come on tommorrow is friday!!!

pickle trees, easter at work, cake fun, and birthday blues

so we'll start with pickle trees. we were all at my grandmas house my dad and sister Mandy and my other sisters Kayley and Megan and my and we were eating dinner talking about how blond Mandy is. well my dad told this story about her that i just had to share. so Mandy was at work and was talking to one of their co workers (Mandy and dad work together) and he was mentioning that he was going to try to make pickles over the weekend or something like that and all the sudden Mandy looks at him and says "you cant make pickles the grow on trees" the guy just looked dumb founded like did this really just come out of her mouth. well he said in turn no Mandy pickles are pickled cucumbers. and she kept saying that pickles grow on trees. so the guy had to have my dad explain it to her. or my gosh we were dying of laughter. my mom later said on the way home that she was a little embarrassed that Mandy thought that.

CAKE MANIA!!!!!!!

so i made a cow cake for me as i love cows and this is just a because cake as im not celebrating my birthday (read on) and then i made a butterfly cake for my grandma she loves butterfly and thats what we had on easter.

the cow cake
the side of the butterfly cake both sides looked like this

the butterfly cake. so the twins were picking off the candy before even dinner and my aunt came after dinner before cake and wanted to eat on of the orange slices to say the least after we sang to grandma dad aunt and me everyone went right for the candy before we even cut it.

so at seagull we decorate the windows and his little display shelf thing. so i was the one doing it this month and i was so happy so here are the pictures.

the window

the upper part of the window my friend syrina did the rainbow but i did the rain drops.

and the bunny in the case this i was most proud of how creative i was

BIRTHDAY BLUES

so everyone usually has a grand old time on their birthday and i am having a very hard time with turning 20 i dont know why but i am i spent most of the weekend ceying!! WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME???? so i have decided to cancel my birthday the cow cake is for my birthday but i turned itinto a just cause cake. but i guess someday i'll have to come to terms that im 20 UGH well at least im not turning almost 50 (yes my moms birthday age this year)

spacy bri....

okay well i had my "surgery" yesterday i had 3 crowns done. now to people with normal mouths that is easy as pie heres the thing my mouth would NOT numb to save it's life. he ended up putting 15 shots to numb me and i still could feel it so he put be in that your still awake but very happy place. my lips cheeks and ears were numb for hours but i could feel my teeth. i had to eat jello and bread while numb which was a fun experiance and when un numb i had to eat jello with a knife not so fun!!! to say the least he said i had to eat liquid foods for 3 or 4 days and i hate it im always hungry and i really want chicken cord on blu!!!! so yesterday about 2 hours after my surgery i had a interveiw for the pool job and mind you i was still very numb and couldnt talk the chick probally thought i was like on pot or something.
so today i woke up in tears i was in so much pain but i had to go to school for a test well taking that test while on ibprophin 800 which knocks me out is fun. my mom was going to give me perkecet but decided that would not be a good idea. so here i am falling asleep at the computer LITTERALLY!!!
but on a happier note i get to see bj today and i am making a butterfly cake and a cow cake this weekend!!! YAY

Why the next two weeks of all weeks???

so with easter just around the corner i am working everynight that i have available which is not the days i go to school. well with that a very speical event is happening on the 14 and i have to go to school and the day before i have to work and i cant even go to dinner at the pasketts :( which i love. and on the 15 i have to work so i came up with the idea that i will make a cake and before i go to school celebrate it all by myself. as my family will be at school and work. o by the way the speical event is my BIRTHDAY!!!! but i decided because im all grown up and i cant celebrate it NO ONE IS TO GET ME ANYTHING!!! GOT IT!! just birthday wishes would be good!!! yes miss mellisa that mean you!!!
o going on last sunday before general conference kim and darwin handed me a lesson plan for sunday school and said we think you really nedd to do this one. and kim said i want pat to do it but darwin says you need to do it. great lets boost my selfesteem not make it drop. well so i said fine and kim said by the way we may have some stake vistors GREAT!!!! talk about pressure so i went home and ran into my moms room (She left schurch early cuz of her foot) and broke down crying telling her i could not do this task NO WAY she told me to pray about it and i did and thought fine i'll do it. she also said OOO FUN IM COMING TO YOUR CLASS TO WATCH!! so today i told her she is not to judge me on my lesson!!! she said fine she guess she would have to oblige. well so saturday the day of general conference looking at my schedule for the week i noticed i had a dentist appointment and guess what it;s not your normal cleaning one i get to hae the pleasure of having # crowns done at one time now these are lets put the permants on these are the lets dig your tooth out and make you swolen and live on pain pills... see i swell really bad when thay work on my mouth and i bleed really bad. so i walked right upstairs and said to my mom " SATAN IS TRYING TO RUIN THIS LESSON FOR ME!!" my mom looked at me and burst out laughing and siad why do you say that??? and i said "i have to have a triple crown done i'm going to look like a monkey and talk like a giraffe!!! and i have to talk about marriage in this lesson i think i should just give in and say i QUIT well i soon realized that maybe i do need this lesson and i'll just do it and pray that i look some whatnormal so they are listening to the lesson and not looking at my monkey face!!!
then i found out that you can graduate from institute. so on april the 26 i have a ceremony and i get a certificate of achievment so i really dont want to go but my mom thinks it's important and i'm slowly warming up to the idea until i asked my dad to come.. his birthday is the day before and he said im going camping for my birthday but ill see what i can do the thing is my ceremony is on a sunday and its at 7 pm he's like its not like your getting anything to important. so i lost it and decided that i wasnt going but my mom said to invite grandparents who will most likely not go becaude they step foot in a church for mission farewells homecoming or baby blessings or if their is a reception. that is their rule. so i did invite some friends and i sure hope that they can smoe just so it's not my mother and i sitting on the bench. so if yoou would like to come be my adoptive family let me know!!! ha ha just kidding.
well that is my rant for today as i soon will find out that my week will get worse watch i'll have to like give a talk in sacrament with a monkey face!! THIS IS NOT AN INVITATION TO ASK ME!!!

cheese fry anonomys

so megan (isham) and paige and a bunch of us try to get together to go to leathbys at least once a month and we ALWAYS get at least one order of cheese frys. when we go all the people who work there most likely think we are INSANE we just laugh and luagh and pretty much act drunk. so last night we went and we got one thing of frys and some ice cream and we always have water. well we finally decided that the water is the stuff that kills us and gets us all crazy. so we had one basket of frys and decided we had to have another. well it got so wild that we okay really it was me started comparing cheese frys to boys. you cant live with them and you cant live without them. but MMMMM are they good. so as we were about finished with the second basket the waiter came up and said should i get another batch started!! HA HA we all looked at each and laughed we were so utterly stuffed. megan was passing out and decided her wieght watchers for the day was ruined and paige well she is not allowed to laugh and drive. so as we were paying this guy comes up and says you guys are having to much fun i so wanted to come join you guys. he asked us why we were so crazy and thats when we decided the water is at fault. we are all fine and hunky dory but as soon as that liquid gold hits our tounges the party begins. we also sometime during the night decided that we have a severe addiction to cheese frys (hint the tital of this blog) and we need some serious help!!!!

the liqid gold!!!
the second batch we almost finished it but we were so full we looked like templton off of charlottes webb after he eats all the fair food!!!

we are a wee bit older than he thinks

okay so i have told stories of my anthropology class and we all get a hoot out of them. well guess what i have another one!!! so were sitting there talking about extended families and he's listing people like cousins and aunts and uncles. then he gets to siblings and he says do you guys know what siblings are. some of are shaking our heads yes others have blank looks on their faces like are you kidding. well there is ALWAYS that one person who has to be a smart alleic so this kid decides to say NO i dont know what siblings are. so guess what our teacher goes into this long spill about them. saying that siblings are our brothers and sisters. and our spouces siblings can also be our siblings. well then he says do you know what spouses are??? well no one answers this time not wanting to hear him go into another long thing. well since NO one answers he tells us what spouses are. i'm just sitting there thinking is this man for real???? or does he tink we are 2 years old again???

UPDATE ON LIFE... YAY!!!

Okay so you all know that i gave my number to that boy BJ and i was so excited well saturday i was working and i got a call from a local number but didn't know who it was but i was working couldn't answer it etc. so i waited 3 hours to answer it. well i got off at 2 and i clocked out then checked my messages. and guess what???? ut was BJ and he left a message. well i was so excited that i was jumping up and down and so excited!!! well i calmed myself down long enough to call him(but smiling the whole time) well he wanted to go swimming that night about an hour after i called him. so i went home did some cleaning and got ready. well he came to pick me up in this old and when i say old like 1980 ish old beater truck that was as big as a tow truck!!!! it was HUGE OLD and LOUD!!!! well we went swimming for 4 hours and talked all of the time. well we went to sonic where his truck was so big it didnt fit in the drive throughs that we had to sit out and i was in flip flops and capris and wet hair to say the least i froze. well after we came back to my house and played UNO and talked till 1230 where my mom was not to happy he stayed that long but what can you say im young.... so it was fun so much fun and i think i like him alot...


so last friday night breanne and i hung out i let her cut my hair and she did pretty good. and we lit a fire and hung out and talked i understand her a lot more. and i think she understands me alot mor it was good though. hough my hair turned out a little butchered but all good. megan fixed it.

I DID IT

okay so cute guy in my institute class his name is bj we talk yada yada nothing happened so i decided to give him my number but i was so scared but I DID IT!!!! and i didnt have a coronary!!!! YAY

forgot...

o if you follow this link and watch the video and watch closly you can see whit and i...
http://www.fox13now.com/news/kstu-twilight-starlette-shows-riverton-wal-mart,0,5282560.story
were about a a minute 35 in
have fun

TWILIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

okay so we had just got done iceskating and i get this phone call from my friend yvette saying that Edward cullen (robert pattinson) was suppose to be at the riverton walmart so i get so excited and tell whitney so we go rock climbeing and then we head to walmart. it was the twilight dvd release and we just had to get them!!! so heres the pics and story

whit and i so excited!!!
whit playing with her gum we sat there for about 2 hours but we had friends who got there before and saved us a spot

so this is yvette this was all her idea.

miles, jenny and miti. yvettes friends but we all had fun.

just waiting....

so they were having a costume comtest and this is suppose to be edward he was cool.

we got really excited and took pics with him

and then we saw him!!!! OH MY GOODNESS YUMMY!!! as you can see im totally blushing ahhh he was cute!!! and this is suppose to be edward

whit and edward she is blushing too!! AHHHH

us together YUMMY

okay so this is suppose to be victoria and james. pretty good. they were being hauled away so only whit could take her pic with them

these are our new friends whitney mckayla madison? whitnay and i

whitney and whit

so the dark haired woman is the "line nazi" she was so funny she would kick people out and make sure people were moving she was AWESOME

so as we got closer to the STAR there was a bunch of these apple trees they were pretty cool.

so we get up there and we see the actress who played victoria. her real name is rachelle something she was way nice. i got her to sign my dvd cover and my book.

this is my book.

so whit and i on the way home.so tired

whit's funny face. we were so tired but....

we had rockstar

and pepsi

so we started watching the movie and we got hungrey youll be glad to know wendys by our walmart is open till 2 they gave us all the chicken nuggets and frys!!!

so thats the end but we had so much fun i lost my voice and i hurt bad the day after we were both tired but we had fun and it was worth it.