Okay so I am just going to put this out there I am the Most PATHETIC person in the world!
With that being said I will go one with what I wanted to say.
I have been dating Stefen for about 3 months now. We can't spend a day without seeing each other. Even on sudays we go to each others house for dinner. Its so PATHETIC!! I just cant be apart from him. When we are not with each other we are emailing or talking to each other. Now not to say bri you are so twitterpated well the answer is yes i am but at the same he is too! Ha ha
He calls me too and etc. So not to say anything bad I just wanted to make this confession.
So to go one.. I am doing great! I am not as depressed anymore and it is an amazing feeling. Stefen has really pulled me out of the funk I was in. And I absolutly LOVE it! I can smile and let me hair loose and not worry about if i am saying the wrong thing around him etc.
As far as megan goes she is just as pathetic. (good thing she doesnt read this) She has been having melt down after melt down lately and it is affecting her really bad. She has had many seizures lately and I think it does alot more damage to her than we all think.
On a happy note I have a calling in my new ward.... Drum roll please.......
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YSA Rep! (again!)
I am pretty excited to do exactly what i was doing before! Although like I said before there arent as many young adults but there is 50 to 60 inactive or non memebers! Can you believe that! Its so many! Well I have my work cut out for me!
Well I believe this is all I have for you today! Have a good day remember who you are and what you stand for..
Wednesday, April 28, 2010
Thursday, April 15, 2010
Thinking about life...
I am now 21. Can you believe that? I am 21! Its not as depressing this year and I am handling it alot better. Although I have been thinking what makes me cringe when talking about getting older. I thought maybe it was taking on more resposibility but ever since my dad left I have had a lot of tasks and things that I have been in charge of so I dont think its that. Maybe its the fact that one day I will have to leave my mommy. Which is very hard for me to spend the night somewhere. O well.
Moving has been quite interesting. (pictures will come one day) Our new house is bigger yet we often cannot find room for most of the stuff. I have had the hardest time with moving. I loved the YSA in kearns. There is one in this ward and I am the ONLY girl for the most part that comes regularly. Although the boys are pretty hilarious. Our church is backwords now and we have relief socioety YW's YM's and priesthood first then we have sunday school then sacrament. Our new ward is so small that they had a ward fast the week before conference asking for new good lds families to move in. We have been told that we are an answer to prayers. Though I highly doubt that. Its been hard to move from the ward I grew up in but im getting more and more used to it. (luckily facebook has helped)
Megan has been stuggling again and I got the privlage to go spend the night with her in the hospital while they gave her charcoal and got pills out of her system. It was not fun and I was pooped!!!
Stefen is amazing! He makes me so happy!! I never knew what I was missing before him. Its kinda amazing how much someone can change from high school. He is nothing like he was when he was younger although we were both a little weird and fake. Our old friends from high school have also been trying to get into contact with us and I think it is amusing! We havent seen or talked to these people in years and they are tryig to be our friends
Moving has been quite interesting. (pictures will come one day) Our new house is bigger yet we often cannot find room for most of the stuff. I have had the hardest time with moving. I loved the YSA in kearns. There is one in this ward and I am the ONLY girl for the most part that comes regularly. Although the boys are pretty hilarious. Our church is backwords now and we have relief socioety YW's YM's and priesthood first then we have sunday school then sacrament. Our new ward is so small that they had a ward fast the week before conference asking for new good lds families to move in. We have been told that we are an answer to prayers. Though I highly doubt that. Its been hard to move from the ward I grew up in but im getting more and more used to it. (luckily facebook has helped)
Megan has been stuggling again and I got the privlage to go spend the night with her in the hospital while they gave her charcoal and got pills out of her system. It was not fun and I was pooped!!!
Stefen is amazing! He makes me so happy!! I never knew what I was missing before him. Its kinda amazing how much someone can change from high school. He is nothing like he was when he was younger although we were both a little weird and fake. Our old friends from high school have also been trying to get into contact with us and I think it is amusing! We havent seen or talked to these people in years and they are tryig to be our friends
Monday, April 12, 2010
Not a parent and other updates...
So last night megan decided to over dose on about 61 pills. My dad has the stomach flu my mom took a sleeping pill and I being the oldest got to spend the night with her. I have come to the conclusion that I am not having a bipolar child if I do the child is being thrown away!!! I am also at work as tired as can be.
We moved up east side of the valley our new house is huge and fabulous My new ward was very nice and welcoming and they have a YSA group. I love that I dont have to go to a singles ward.
I have been dating stefen for 2 months now and its just fabulous he is so much better than dallas on so many levels (okay who are we kidding on every level!)
We moved up east side of the valley our new house is huge and fabulous My new ward was very nice and welcoming and they have a YSA group. I love that I dont have to go to a singles ward.
I have been dating stefen for 2 months now and its just fabulous he is so much better than dallas on so many levels (okay who are we kidding on every level!)
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